Self-centeredPosted on 2008/01/20 17:23:17 (January 2008).
My hair turning grey, I grow old and I cannot help but keep brooding over the unavoidable leap into the bottomless pit of silence.
Such is my nature. I come to a point in my life where hopes (more like illusions) are deserting me. I have plans, I have ideas. But I breathe with difficulty everytime I consider one. I'm tired. I lack the energy. And I lack a stimulating environment.
I will endeavour to dedicate a greater part of my time to the arts. I need not to express, but to find myself in them. I need to paint. I need to fashion. I need to create my own environement.
I feel a bit shameful cose I keep talking about my own little person. One could reasonably argue that I'm self-centered. I'm ready to accept it.
The picture above is the terrace I designed for my mum. A simple one, for a limited budget. Do not mind the colours. Bad scanning.
Comment 1
Well that's a pretty-darn good design for a terrace! Our garden is similar in that it is on a slope and so fairly useless to play on, or to sit on. A terrace design like this makes a lot of sense for us too! :)
Posted by Nigel at 2008/01/20 20:45:40.
Comment 2
.. oh, and yes, KEEP ON WRITING! You are good at it, and it allows you to express your creative nature! ;)
Posted by Nigel at 2008/01/20 20:46:53.
Comment 3
I feel a bit in the same way so I will not ramble about what's good and what's not... I hope you get back on track soon, this world is great at making you feel a star and then put you down like if you were the worst human on the face of earth... But keep writing I need to know how the comedy will end, in details I mean, because you've already told me that I turn gay! :D
Posted by Lox at 2008/01/21 20:01:37.
Comment 4
Thanks pals. It's just a phase, I reckon.
Posted by Sheri at 2008/01/23 19:23:57.
Comment 5
Don't tell me... my "phase" has been going on for almost 2 years now :(
Posted by Lox at 2008/01/23 20:05:31.
Comment 6
Yeah, I reckon your case is worse than mine. Shall we put you down, Lox?
Posted by Sheri at 2008/01/24 11:58:41.
Comment 7
Go on be my guest! :D
Posted by Lox at 2008/01/24 18:06:30.
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